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~18Cthulhu81

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Buoyancywondering if my own impulses  are demented in their original creations  in my genes,         in my dna,           in my fate  born to be this way....  how could i live this way  how could anyone live this way?   
thoughts flow my mind, entwined with revenge  but revenge is a dish best served cold   
take me away  to another place i can understand  where they see all the trees for the forest  and all the colors for black   
because i'm drowning in my own self loathing &nb Buoyancy
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Survived By...i'm sorry  but i couldn't wait any longer  the demons inside me  only held on tighter   
i'm sorry  you'll have to clean up my mess  bleach should do well  you might want to move instead   
i'm sorry  i left you with so much to do  but boxes are in the garage  don't cling on to the past  don't cry   
i'm sorry  it's not your fault  there was nothing you could have done  to make me change my mind  nothing you could have given me  to keep this from my mind  nothing you could have taken from me  to get this out of my mind  &nbs Survived By...
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The Universeonce upon a time there was a king  named god and a wife named dirt  and she cried all the time  but hid it all with flirt   
god said how dare you my  people are unhappy  can't stop crying today  tomorrow's just the same   
so he locked her in a glass box  with all the little people  she cried her way until they drowned  and built a little steeple   
she said praise me, praise me  i saved you from the asshole  he set you up to die  and you took it like sheep   
but before she could get the words up  she choked on her own tears  a The Universe
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All The King's Horsesi start itching  twitching  tingling  tightening  itchy...  everything   
i scratch, scrape, shake   
scratch so hard  i look down at my fingers,  and they're bleeding   
i look down at my itching arm  and there's blood everywhere  i'm falling apart  into pieces  and all the kings horses  and all the kings men  couldn't even -begin- to put me back together again All The King's Horses
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Fri Apr 24, 2009, 8:21 PM
so.. haven't been on recently. been a bit distracted, sorry.

got a job, packing, buying stuff for the new apartment, getting a car, moving out, meh, meh, meh.

happy belated holidays, everyone. i realize i'm about four days late, but there's always time for celebration, right?

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Hello, well, I'm Heather.

I'm trying to find a modest line to attach myself to, somewhere in the middle of two extremities: being a fucked up, rebelling, mind-numbingly original teenager who will have an unsuccessful yet enjoyable life, and being a remarkably intelligent, mind-bogglingly unique adult with a life that will actually be successful but perhaps a bit more complicated and tedious.

Any suggestions will be made fun of at a time I find convenient, and then properly set aside and ignored.

And that is, well, about that.

Devious Info

  • Interests: Ninjas, martial arts, killing people..
  • Favourite movie: Requiem for a Dream, Boondock Saints, Donnie Darko, Kill Bill
  • Favourite band or musician: Pink Floyd, The Beatles, SOAD
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock and Heavy Metal
  • Favourite artist: the exciting megamost
  • Favourite poet or writer: Douglas Adams
  • Favourite photographer: my girl KATIE!! & justin. you guys rock!
  • Favourite style of art: traditional, with pens, pencils, markers. some of that computer stuff gets pretty nifty too
  • MP3 player of choice: the cheapest
  • Wallpaper of choice: yellow
  • Skin of choice: White. No... Black. No.... Red. I CAN'T DECIDE!
  • Favourite game: The Specialists. p_O Counterstrike. TFC
  • Favourite gaming platform: Atari! and seeeegaaaa
  • Favourite cartoon character: Gir!!!
  • Personal Quote: I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pens, pencils, oil pastels, and my own BLOOD! (no...just kidding on latter)

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~MegaMost:iconMegaMost: Mar 6, 2009, 8:28:37 PM
what up.
Hey, whats going on? 23/female.. come chat with me on this website CLICK HERE

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~18Cthulhu81:icon18Cthulhu81: Apr 23, 2009, 6:03:00 PM
wtf nick? lol..

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From my rotting body, flowers shall grow and I am in them and that is eternity.
~MegaMost:iconMegaMost: May 18, 2009, 3:29:21 PM
spam

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~18Cthulhu81:icon18Cthulhu81: May 20, 2009, 10:03:45 PM
I'm legal now. Wanna come to my place later? O_O

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From my rotting body, flowers shall grow and I am in them and that is eternity.
~MegaMost:iconMegaMost: Jun 14, 2009, 2:57:27 AM
You're legal?

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~littlehippy114:iconlittlehippy114: Dec 31, 2008, 8:10:53 PM
happy new years!

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"As an artist, my job is to alter your reality"(P.R. Miller)
~morpheous12:iconmorpheous12: Oct 26, 2008, 2:52:14 PM
hello. Krista from karate. haven't been to karate in a long while beucase of my. home work. I am puting up my halloween costume soon. I am going to be doctor who. so loook out for it its really neet looking.
=Felox08:iconFelox08: Oct 3, 2008, 6:44:43 PM
gracias por el watch linda ^^, watch back!

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